♥ Xinting
20th October '89

well.. tot of updating my blog today cuz there are some tots in my mind.. n +.. i'm in the stupid library.. kies.. feeling realli bad these days.. i feel tat everything is nt rite.. haiz.. :'(

someone told mi someting yesterday.. its abt best friends.. so i figured out tat i shouldnt ask a friend.. in the end i went to ask my teacher.. well.. my teacher commented tat.. '' i personally do nt agree on tat statement.. to mi.. if tat's the case.. then that person isn't ur best friend n id nt fit to be ur bestfriend..'' was sorta like thinkin abt it wen i was on my way home.. no comments i guess.. been thinking of i should ask this certain someone this certain thing tat has been bugging mi.. haiz.. u tink i should?

also my friends are like sorta drifting away from mi.. take this example.. we used to hang around but these days she's nt realli like talking to mi.. well. guess everyone's movin on.. i'm no one in their life.. + my usual clique is also drifting apart from mi. well.. at least theres zephyr.. thx guys. thx for being there for mi..

theres fiz.. haven been talkin to him for months.. well.. can see that he's goin on well.. actualli.. i usually talk to him abt my problems.. haiz.. missed those times.. but looks like its hard to go back.. cuz i might b again the last person to know the truth in ani case.. aniwhere.. any time.. haiz.. my life seriously sucks k.. i dunno wat to say abt it.. oh god.. :'(

Carey Chong Sian Clare Elim Fiza Glenn Hafiz Huishan Jack Joyce Kairen Kaini Kangling Lailyn Rosehana Qilu Qiudan Rashidah Rena Rui Sandra Shihui Shiya Sokhua NG Waiwan Weiting Edwin Evil Twin SISTAAAAA