♥ Xinting
20th October '89

Sch, was OKIE. i meant it. except for the Chinese lesson that i was late for. It was Great. Why cant my teacher go along with the CO for syf? why must i see her bloody face every day. I mean like when i see it, i'll go like, fuck! of maybe watever. Cant stand her. She thinks she so cool when she's like commenting on others. Com'on la, i think she looks like an asshole from the ass of a monkey man. After that went to mac with Elim Gina and Jamie. Kinda laughed like hell! Went home. I thought about something.

This is to myself,

Why has this happened? I mean it wasnt like that in the past. We used to talk, and i get included in many of their activities. Why do i feel this way? Is it me or them? I cant understand. What have i done to be treated this way. To be left out in everything. To be ignored. To be transparent. I cant help it but to think this way. Its just happening to me. And i'm feeling it. Perhaps i'm thinking too much, perhaps. But..........................

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