no matter how cheerful i look in the day,
it's all fake. yeah.
i repeat ; f a k e.
time will heal ?
i think its bullshit.
once bitten ; twice shy.
keepin myself busy all day?
it only made me think of him even more.
my friends keep scolding me.
but it's all easier said than done.
moreover this wasn't a fling or what.
it was love i've never experienced before.
"why start when it'll end?"
that was what 1 of my friend said.
however harsh words they say to me.
i just won't budge.
all i need is patience.
that's what im hoping