Tuesday, September 27, 2005
Last night, i looked at myself and said to myself, how could i do such a stupid thing.
True, why did i even do it. Guess only Elim will know.
It's sad. I always wonder to myself, why do i live in such a family.
I mean, maybe it's fair. Or it's not.
To me, whether i'm having a mum or not does not make a difference.
Why are some parents so unfair.
WHY?
I might say i don't care. But somethings she said, will always linger in my mind.
I don't like a home. Not even abit.
Cuz, i feel alone when i'm home.
Anyway, don't give me that eye. I don't like it. Get your facts right first, before trying to say something about someone and hurt that person. Don't tell me that u didn't say anything. Body language counts ok. Of cuz i love myself, and i know its not good or right to do this. But, u don't understand how i felt at that point of time. Cuz u're nt in the same situation, and u're not me.
so shut up..
and to others,
SORRY.